{"title":"Baek Sehee Collection","description":"\u003cdiv class=\"page\" title=\"Page 89\" data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"section\" data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"layoutArea\" data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"column\" data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003e\n\u003cp data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003eWhen Baek Sehee started recording her sessions with her psychiatrist, her hope was to create a reference for herself. She never imagined she would reach so many people, especially young people, with her reflections. \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003eI Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003ebecame a runaway bestseller in South Korea, Indonesia, and the U.S., and reached a community of readers who appreciated depression and anxiety being discussed with such intimacy. \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003eBaek’s \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003estruggle with dysthymia continues in \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003eI Want to Die but I Still Want to Eat Tteokbokki\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003e. And healing is a difficult process; the inner conflict she experiences in treatment becomes more complex, more challenging. \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan data-mce-fragment=\"1\"\u003eWith this second book, Baek Sehee reaches out to hold the hands of all those for whom grappling with everyday despair is part of a lifelong project, part of the journey. \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cdiv title=\"Page 90\" class=\"page\"\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"section\"\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"layoutArea\"\u003e\n\u003cdiv class=\"column\"\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eTHE AUTHOR OF THE \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eSUNDAY TIMES \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBESTSELING \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eI WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO EAT TTEOKBOKKI \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eThe sequel to the bestselling South Korean therapy memoir, translated by International Booker Prize\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e–\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eshortlisted Anton Hur \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eA word-of-mouth sensation, \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eTteokbokki \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003ewas one of Bloomsbury's bestselling Non- Fiction Hardbacks of 2022 \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eWell on its way to becoming a cult classic, \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eBaek Sehee \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003ehas gathered a wealth of fans online \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan\u003eFor fans of \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eJeannette McCurdy\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e, \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eLori Gottleib\u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003e, \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eScarlett Curtis \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eand \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cspan\u003eDolly Alderton \u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003c\/div\u003e","products":[{"product_id":"i-want-to-die-but-i-want-to-eat-tteokbokki-the-phenomenal-korean-bestseller-recommended-by-bts","title":"Baek Sehee: I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki: the South Korean hit therapy memoir recommended by BTS’s RM [2022] hardback","description":"\u003cb\u003eTHE PHENOMENAL KOREAN BESTSELLER\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eTRANSLATED BY INTERNATIONAL BOOKER SHORTLISTEE ANTON HUR\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003ePSYCHIATRIST: So how can I help you?\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e \u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e ME: I don't know, I'm - what's the word - depressed? 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